smilee sunshiine :)

its been almost a month

i ant believe im even on tumlr right now. it scares the shit ouof me to think someone could post all of their feelings and emotions an internet page. i lost one of my best friends may 1st. to think that i could of known about it the thought of even having the ability to read it and at least get a chance to talk to her one last time. Suicide is the scariest most awful thing i can think of and losing her just destroyed me for a while. In highschool we were great we talked to each other helped eachother through rough patches in life. She was so funny and full of life and seemed so confident and proud i never would of thought id be here today without her. I know that when we all went off t college i lost contact with alot of my old friends from highschool. rarely talking to a select few and some were never to be heard from again, but thats just how it goes. You make new friends and get caught up in your everyday life and school. It really buggs me that i never stopped to get on tumblr or facebook or twitter and look up her name and check inn. From what i saw of an occasional post nothing seemed wrong. The last time i really talked to her was in October. Going to her funeral a few weeks back was the hardest thing i think i have ever had to do. Watching one of the girls you spent countless hours with quoting anchorman and stepbrothers, passing notes and spilling my heart out too when i didnt know what else to do… sucks. Needless to say she took some of my secrets to the grave. I miss her everyday and i can only hope shes up in heaven smiling down on us now cus for her she is in a better place. RIP Kati <3

26th May 2012

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strawberrytelle:

Let’s grow old together… beginning with today.

Let’s work slowly with each other and build a relationship that we can both enjoy being a part of.

Let’s share love and understand that neither of us is perfect; we are both subject to human frailties.

Let’s hold each other close and whisper though the night—pledging our love, honoring our commitment.

Let’s encourage each other to pursue our dreams, even when we’re weary from trying.

Let’s expect the best that we both have to give and still love when we fall short of our expectations.

Let’s be friends and respect each other’s individual personality and give one another room to grow.

Let’s be candid with each other and point out strengths and weaknesses.

Let’s understand each other’s personal philosophy, even if we don’t agree.

Let’s lie awake long into the night sharing our innermost secrets.

Let’s be friends as well as lovers.

Let’s laugh at time and plan with each other and wonder how we ever got along without this love we’ve found.

Let’s never take for granted these moments that we’ve shared, but always be reminded of how intensely we have learned to live, how completely we have learned to love.

Let’s grow old together… and look back on life and smile.

I love you for what you are, but I love you yet more for what you are going to be.